In my quest to discover how great I can be the universe has decided to test my resolve once more! In October 2005 I lost the use of my legs for quite a while because of suffering with a curved spine. In fact my first week without pain was in February 2006.
So imagine my annoyance when I woke up yesterday to find the pain has returned, full force! Only this time I am refusing to let it keep me in bed.
I spent most of last night up walking around continually saying the affirmations "i can heal myself, I release the need for this pain, I tap into the infinite source and wisdom of the universe to support me, I am healthy, I am strong"
Having suffered with this pain all day today I am not feeling as strong :0) but I just return to my affirmations.
Now all my training for my run (such that it was – twice on the exercise bike and a couple of walks!) will stop but hey, someone up there wants me doing less. Perhaps it’s also time to spend less time at this keyboard where anything between 5-10 hours of my life is spent here every single day!
If God is testing my resolve then he’s taking me pretty close to the edge! And a black woman on the edge is a hurricane waiting to happen. Luckily for God I am a black woman with "life tools and coping strategies" on the edge so that makes me just that little bit more tolerant ;0)
If you believe in the power of pray please send one my way!
