It truly is my light not my darkness that most frightens me!

I have spent the last 2.5 years using the internet to build online businesses because I wanted to build something that would provide passive income but my try love is personal development and writing.

In the book “The Life You Were Born To Live” by Dan Millman my date of birth provides me with a life purpose number which is 29/11

So my life path is all about

2 = creating balance in my life (learning to say no and not trying to please everyone)

9 = living a life of higher wisdom and integrity that inspires others by example

1 = creativity and confidence (bringing positive creative energy in the world)

Life numbers (like numerology) go up to 10 so an 11 is a master number and means I have double the effect.

Not only do I have a double helping of creativity and confidence in my life, not only do I have the ability to bring positive creative energy into the world, but I also have a double helping of doubt, insecurity and fear.

When describing myself I often say I am deeply insecure with moments of brilliance and I sway from one to another depending on how life is going.

From 2006 – 2008 I forgot myself spirituality and have been living in my head trying to plan my life and spending way to much time “doing” and no “being”. I’ve failed miserably.

Now in the depths of despair I have been reminded of my natural leadership and need to connect to spirit AT ALL TIMES. I have spent the whole of August looking at the direction my life is taking and My Higher Power is in charge again. I have surrendered my will to being guided and making heart decisions – but who knows how long it will be before I stray again! This is the journey called My Life

I will spend it swaying from insecurity to moments of brilliance and my aim now is to spend more time experiencing and sharing moments of brilliance with the world.

It truly is my light not my darkness that most frightens me!

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