I’ve been in bed with Joe Vitale all afternoon

I took the afternoon off, went upstairs to my bedroom and finally listened to the Joe Vitale CDs I bought nearly 30 days ago and have yet to get around to listening to. Its called The Missing Secret and there is a wonderful 30 minute meditation that Joe Vitale goes through. I just lay there on my bed and listened to him all afternoon.

My biggest block is still my dislike of people looking at me and even putting this blog up has caused some anixety – the thought of it becoming popular means people will be looking at ME!

I looked at my back injury back in 2005 and how it happened at a time when i had just been made Director of a BNI Chapter full of men

I looked at my trip to Dominica this year and the fact that everything has happened to ensure the trip will not take place.

Self sabotage every step of the way. As I truly believe that I am at cause for all that happens in my life I have to take full responsibility for it all – even the leak under the stairs that has been dripping for two years!

This is my world and my fear of not wanting to be in the spotlight means I do all I can to make sure it doesn’t happen (unconciously of course) – so now I need to get away from my computer and out into the world more.

Attraction happens when you are fully alive and loving who you are – I need to stop being so scared of who and what I am attracting and just go out there and enjoy what shows up – good or bad its all there to teach me the lesson I need to learn and once I learn the lesson it will stop anyway.

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