The messy middle is a phrase I keep reading online and it left me wondering “what even is that???”
After looking it up I realised my messy middle started in April 2012 (major financial upheaval and starting again) until this week… on Wednesday June 10th 2026
That is exactly 14 years and 2 months of my life.
Total Months: 170 months
Total Weeks: Approximately 739 weeks
Total Days: Approximately 5,174 days
I can’t imagine what all that anxiety and not knowing, all the decision making and financial heartaches (which are over now thank goodness), all the events, births, and deaths over 170 months has done to my nervous system.
I really can’t remember the last time I just felt at peace and happy.
Then on Wednesday June 10th 2026 I felt a relief and freedom I have not experienced in years. I suddenly felt happy, like REALLY happy. I knew what I had to do and why, everything just felt clear and light and I wasn’t worried about a thing!
I still have work to do to make what I call my “Final Vision” happen.
I call it my final vision because I have decided at 60 years old to FINALLY focus on just one thing and one thing only - well actually two things but they are related!
No more building then selling then starting again.
Done with new courses on the latest way to make money online.
Sort of finished with 1:1 client work. Although always happy to help out an old client.
Despite not being a fan of visibility I am taking everything I know about digital marketing, everything I discovered while being the “right hand woman to clients” and everything I have been learning since I stepped online in 2007 and putting all of that INTO ME.
I am stepping forward and letting everyone know THIS IS ME and I BUILT THIS…
I am entering my ‘Sovereign Era’
And it all started when I decided to start A LIVE IT LIST! Who knew it could be that powerful.
